i woke up this morning (on my day off) to some couple downstairs having a shouting match at each other. i was pretty upset, especially 'cuz usually nothing wakes me up from sleep, but it was kinda interesting to hear their muffled screams go on for about 15 minutes. and then silence for a half hour before they started up again. (what was going on in that half hour?) i'm not one to lose my temper or shout, so it's always kinda interesting for me to see other people do it. not that i haven't wanted to scream at work sometimes...

anyway i read this article the other day and found it to be very romantic. isn't that what we all want? some of the other love stories in this piece were pretty good too.

http://www.out.com/out-exclusives/2012/01/11/neil-patrick-harris-david-burtka-love-couple-stars-children

i am pretty much a hopeless romantic at heart so it's always nice to read stuff like that. the first blog i ever read dealing with being gay and closeted and all that was "A Gay Athlete's Life" and it's been amazing to see him go from a closeted athlete now to coming out in public with his boyfriend. that's what i feel like i need..a man behind me to support me in this whole thing.

january 19th...my christmas tree finally comes down....

it's funny how it is when you're swamped you always want to put off the productive things you know you're supposed to do but then when you do actually have free time you just want to sit on your ass and jerk your cock. (at least that's how i am)

anyway....saw this pic the other day...could use a guy like that to do my shit.

I mentioned in an old post that seancody is one of the porn sites I check out regularly 'cuz I think the guys are always pretty hot. Anyway if you follow the site at all, you'll know they usually always have protected sex...which is a good thing and good example to be setting. Recently though they started having their first bareback scenes and I'm not really sure how I feel about that. Yes I've had my bareback experiences but I'm always filled with that insane paranoia afterwards and as a healthcare professional I certainly cannot advocate unsafe sex. I just don't really know how I feel about seancody now glamorizing their bareback vids like it's some sort of special occasion. It's definitely not setting a good example and just perpetuates the idea that bareback sex is somehow hotter than safe sex. Why is a condom so unsexy? What is so unsexy about wanting to stay healthy and protecting yourself from god knows what out there? ah the controversy...

....Truthfully though I do find something really hot about bareback sex. BUT ONLY WITH A MONOGAMOUS PARTNER.

Interesting thing is, I am always completely turned off when I see straight porn with condoms...My straight porn must be condom-less, anything else is just weird. Not really sure why I have that double-standard. I mean I would hope that straight porn also goes through vigorous testing to protect their models from disease, but I just care less about the example they're setting for straight folk. And obviously if straight porn can fuck bare and protect their models without them getting all diseased, then gay porn can take similar steps to protect their actors so what's the big deal if they fuck bare.

I dunno, I guess I just think gay guys are more impressionable and if the porn they watch is all bare they'll be more inclined not to wrap too. Am I totally being crazy about this?

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